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Saturday, 8 January 2011

I Miss Him

This is why I believed in Kevin as my PM.
Even though he was a Christian, even though he was a workaholic and expected his fellow government workers to equal him, even though he was a 'right winger, left side of politics' and even though he spoke words that some could not understand or comprehend, he had a vision.

I miss his drive and vision for Australia and the world.

Wednesday, 15 December 2010

Public Enemies

Just saw "Public Enemies" with Johnny Depp.

I will watch anything  he does even if the story line does not appeal.

Did some research on John Dillinger and point directly at his upbringing and the incident where he was gaoled for 20 years for a robbery as a young chap. As he said he was going to get out of prison being the hardest darnest man alive. That is what prison does/did.

Now....the movie was fine...Depp as usual did a stellar job. Christopher Bale was very good too and I like the costumes and the look of the times.

I did not like:

Firstly the use of the camera!

Horrible horrible, distracting and made me feel like I was the actual camera person! I was looking at a movie being made down a lense so it broke the sense of place and pace for me.

Secondly the editing!

Shocking, sloppy, psuedo neauvo claptrap. Out of focus and preemptive on some entrances by characters. Bad stuff.

Thirdly ( and hence because of the first two) the directing.

Not the direction of the actors, but direction of the camera movement, focus, preemptive sight lines.
Not good.

However Johnny is always worth watching.

The blurb from the director Michael Mann saying that Dillinger was a complex character was pure bullshit.
He was not. He was a damaged person trying to be someone else. He had a dream and he wanted to live in the moment. Full stop.

I don't care if you watch it or not. I am not recommending nor not recommending it. Watch it for Johnny Depp. Full stop.

Saturday, 27 November 2010

Australia's Fickleness

What a fickle and pathetic place Australia is becoming. Like a popularity contest, or a celebrity tv show, we Australians expect our Prime Minister, Premiers, Ministers of State to be attractive, sporty, easy to work for and desirable.

Instead of finally relishing in a hardworking, bi-lingual, compassionate and visionary leader, a true LEADER, we punished him for being a tough boss.

Here is his list of accomplishments in TWO AND A HALF YEARS! Which one would you rather he did not do so he could remain 'popular'?

Here is his final speech  as PM, found as a transcript on the THIRD page of Google. How pathetic a country..so quick to forget the horrors of the Coalitions rule.

 "I was elected by the Australian people as Prime Minister of this country to bring back a fair go for all Australians and I have given my absolute best to do that, I've given it my absolute all. In that spirit I am proud of the achievements that we have delivered to make this country fairer.




I'm proud of the fact that we kept Australia out of the global


economic recession. I'm proud of the fact that had we not done so we

would have had a half a million Australians out there out of work,

because that's what happened around the rest of the world.



I'm proud of the fact that we got rid of Workchoices and restored


decency to the workplace.



I'm proud of the fact that we started to build the nation's


infrastructure including a National Broadband Network which I

fundamentally believe will transform this economy in ways which we

have yet to conceive, fundamentally transform our businesses and the

way in which Governments operate, health services are delivered and

the way in which education is delivered in our classrooms. The missing

piece of 21st century kit for our country.



I'm proud of the fact that we have begun the education revolution.


300,000 extra computers in classrooms; that's a pretty big thing for a

kid in a classroom who has never seen a computer on their desk before.



I'm proud of the fact that we now have Trades Training Centres built


to service every one of our nation's secondary schools.




I'm proud of the fact that new libraries are springing up right across


the country, often in schools which have never had a library before in

their lives, or in some places, have never had a new building built in

their schools since the War.



I'm proud of the fact that we now have nationwide early childhood education.






I'm proud of the fact that we now have a national curriculum for our


schools, for every State of our nation and the Territories.



I'm proud of the fact that we now have 50,000 more university places


and the fact that we have invested so much more in our universities,

in our research.



I'm really proud of the fact that we've reformed the health system; a


National Health and Hospitals network. When we look back on this in a

decade's time, and the fact that we've made the Australian Government,

for the first time in our history, the dominant funder of our nation's

public hospital system. This will be seen as a very, very deep reform.



I'm proud of the fact that we are building 20 regional cancer centres


right across our country. You know if you go out there and people are

suffering from cancer, it does alter your priorities. Many of those

folk have never had decent cancers services before, never, and I was

always stunned by the fact that people out there are three times more

likely to die in the first years of their diagnosis through the lack

of services. We've done something to change that, and it's big. It's

the biggest investment in cancer services our nation has ever seen.



I'm proud of the fact, and some people have probably never heard of


this one, that we have a National Organ Transplant Authority. As

somebody who borrowed someone else's aortic valve I feel a particular

responsibility for that. There's nothing like having a bit of somebody

else in you, it focuses the mind and in my case also focuses the

heart. What I'm really pleased about in the last two months is the

organ donation rates for the first time have started to rise. People

now are getting transplants because we chose to make a difference.

That's the funny thing about health isn't it, has an effect on you.



I'm proud of the fact that we've restored decency to the aged pension,


it's pretty important, making sure that people on the aged pension

have some capacity for human dignity. An extra $100 is the biggest

increase in the pension's history.



I'm proud of the fact that we now have paid parental leave, it's been

a long time coming.



I'm proud of what we've done on homelessness. I'm proud of the fact

that we're on track to halve homelessness in this country through work

like common ground in which Therese is directly involved.



I'm proud of the fact that we're adding 20,000 additional units of


social housing. I can't stand it when you go to places and there is

literally no place at the inn.



I'm proud of the fact that the first thing we did in Government was


ratify the Kyoto protocol. I'm also proud of the fact that we boosted

the renewable energy target to 20 per cent. I'm proud of the fact that

we tried three times to get an emissions trading scheme through this

parliament, although we failed. And, if I had one point of future

policy it must be our ambition to pass a Carbon Pollution Reduction

Scheme within this parliament, the one that follows, I mean, so that

we can make a difference, a real difference, to climate change.



I'm proud of the fact that we now have, for the first time in the


country's history, a Murray-Darling Basin Authority, and for the first

time in our history a basin-wide plan and a basin-wide cap on water.



Also proud of the fact that on the global stage Australia is now at


the table of the G20. This is big for the country. When we look back

on that in 10 years' time, having a place at the table when stuff goes

wrong around the world is pretty useful. We lobbied hard and long for

that. It is a good achievement for Australia for the future.



I'm proud of the fact that we are closing the gap between Indigenous


and non-Indigenous Australians. Little things and big things: putting

hundreds of Indigenous kids with scholarships into our nation's

leading boarding schools; backing such things as the Clontarf Academy,

now 22 of them we fund around the nation, to get kids to school and

boost their attendance by providing AFL training. I'm proud of the

fact that we're behind a commitment to create 50,000 additional jobs

for Indigenous Australians with the private sector, and I'm most proud


of the fact that about here, we greeted the stolen generations.




As Therese reminded me, that was a big day. What I remember most about

it, for those of you who weren't here, was as the stolen generations

came in from over there, they were frightened. Our job was to make

them welcome.



The Apology was unfinished business for our nation. It is the


beginning of new business for our nation.




What I'm less proud of is the fact that I have now blubbered.



I hope I've been able to demonstrate to you that this has been a very

busy two and a half years. We have thrown our absolute all at this and

I believe when we look back at this these reforms will endure into the


future and make Australia, I believe, a fairer and better place than


it would otherwise have been."



Poor Fellow My Counrty INDEED!

Thursday, 25 November 2010

Hell of a Week

From Saturday when I had to step aside and leave the situation and be on my own regarding the woman who gave birth to my man ( "mother" is too good a word for her) so he could visit and do 'HIS' thing, to a day of doctors, tests and stress, to catching up with work, like mowing, cutting down a tree, cleaning and walking goddess, I have to smile when others say; 'What DO you do all week'?

This being 'ill' is a full time job.

Having to keep reminding the self that personal aim is to learn how to be myself.

Keep reminding myself;
"What do YOU want to do. What do you want to eat. Where do you want to go"?

It is so foreign to me.

So I guess the feeling is 'nautiness' when I am being 'me.'

Keeping on trying.

It is exhausting and scary.

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

SK

So worried about the son and heir.
He says.".'Tis typical for OCT/NOV that the sabre rattling occurs".

We want to say; 'COME HOME'.

But;

We are good and silent parents. Honourable and kind. Thoughtful and patient. Allowing the child to rule their own life.

We are scared, but in an accepting way.

He is our life.

Our child we bore and held and put to the breast.

But halfway up from here is a country we cannot imagine. The idea that bombing others is 'reasonable' or to pull a gun out or to use violence, or the threat to hurt is foreign to us.

So there our baby is,

Our 33 year old baby.

He says;

Hold fast and remember it will be ok. This happens every year at this time. Just a bit more full on now.


So....

We will hold our counsel, our hearts in our mouths and our hopes high.

COME HOME!

Monday, 15 November 2010

Dog OWNERS!

I am so goddammed sick of idiotic stupid dog owners.

I am so fed up with humans who have no right to own a budgie let alone a dangerous breed if they are not trained and dog whispered properly from 8 weeks.

Walking my dog and around the corner a dog appeared suddenly, loose. It was a pure bred German Shepherd. It frightened me as it came straight toward Abbie, I yelled 'no no' like I usually do, but it took no notice of me. I kept myself between it and Abbie. The owners came around the corner with another GS on a lead and a Staffie pup on a harness...The owner said of the German Shepherd; "Its not aggressive" .
I said "THAT IS NOT THE POINT'..she then said..."Well I bet THAT one is!" pointing to Abbie.
.I said no she is NOT!


The other lady with the staffie said. "Oh this one bites...it is only 4months old!!"...I said mine does not, she wants to play and I walked off. I was so pissed off that the woman wasn't ever TRYING to discipline her pup staffie when it was pulling to get a go at Abbie...If she is not disciplining NOW it will be a 'red zone' case within two months!!!



I was so so angry with the woman who said that about Abbie....Abbie was on leash, with poo bags attached. She had these pathetic over bred German Shepherds that are deformed and can't walk properly because of the 'desirable' traits of GS!! She was common as muck as well. I actually 'bit' the dog because it got so close but it had no interest in me...shows that it has no leadership at all..it IS the leader.



So sick of other peoples' dogs!!! So fucking sick of them...This place must have the highest dog population in the region!! Most have at least one and up to three dogs each house.
 
 
After a cocker spaniel came at Abbie two days ago I  am so on alert when I walk. I cannot use my new (second hand) ipod given to me by my sister when I walk. I have to hear what is going on around me and be aware of standing my ground and disciplining other peoples recalcitrant animals.
 
Oh for a proper dog dept within our council area!!!
 

Thursday, 11 November 2010

Holding Back

"A woman should learn in quietness and full submission. I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent"

There is an understanding that to make a peoples, a nation, a community, richer, more sustainable and more caring EDUCATE the women.

What on earth has religion done!

It has destroyed millions of lives by their rules of subjugation of women, and Christianity is one of the worst.

Why didn't women stand up earlier to fight these ridiculous ideas?
Because as the oppressed it is hard to fight against those that hold the say of life and death over you and your children.
Because as a group women were physically subservient to the requirements of men.
Because the idea of 'rape in marriage' was a nonsense until quite recently and the fact that the law sided with the male when there was a breakdown of marriage women were always and still are poorer after the dissolving of the relationship. Men had automatic rights over womens bodies, inheritence, lives and even their children. Women owned NOTHING.

What a devil of a thing religion is, full of hatred, scorn and bitterness. There is not ONE bit of 'fairness' when it comes to women let alone the rights of indigenes or the poor.

For Christ to say; "The poor are always with us" is the most disgraceful declaration uttered by this so called 'son of god'.

If you realise that he never existed it is easier to realise that all that was 'translated' and followed from the Jews down, was for the powerful to get their piece of flesh. That piece of flesh was usually a woman's.

So;

Look to your declarations, to your precepts, to your tenets and show me how they have ever benefited those who are 51% of the worlds population.
Then;

Bugga off!!!